I'm living under the water...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

annyeonghaseyo~

erm. . yeah, wondering what i'm doing here in this earthly hour huh. well, stupid question. of course i'm like enjoying the little freedom that I just gained today.HAHA! had my last prelim paper today and it was just. . . HAHAH! well, the hall was almost filled in the beginning but at the end of the 3 hrs, only a quarter was left. yeah, and of course i'm one of the ones who stuck my butt to my seat, refusing to throw in the white towel till the end. it's like that for soci and also for IBM. HAHAH! i'm proud of myself in terms of that despite the fact that I felt my answers were full of crappy stuff.

well, this is something I feel I deserve after staying at home almost everyday, just playing com, watching teevee, eat, sleep and study. well, sleep took up most of my time with like almost 12 hrs of sleep everyday. LOL. yeah, so i'm like catching up on my dramas that I forbade myself to watch during the intensive studying and cramming period. this is totally not because i'm hardworking or what, but because I haven't been consistent in my work, hence the panic alright. so don't go around getting the wrong idea that i'm studious or what.

yeah, celebrated my post exam today with jc mates. hp's birthday to be exact. HAHAH! her bday is my post exam activity. LOL. =D but it was really enjoyable despite the fact that I was rather tired after I only slept for 2 hrs the night before. so to be exact, I only slept 2 hrs in the 25 hrs so far. oh wow, I didn't sleep for a day. yeah, and today was our most expensive meal together amounting to over hundreds of dollars. LOL. feasting man. but it was good cos it's korean food plus they were playing BOF OST. HAHAHAH! and of course the perfect company of friends.

anyway, i'm dead tired now,so i'm going to cut this entry short.
well, i'm trying to pick up speaking korean through the online lessons. HAHAHA~ and I think i'm pretty up to it aye. HAHAHA! and i'm so into k-pop nowadays, and most prob many many days to come, cos i'm totally addicted. and Hyun Joong is so awesomely cute. LOL =D

on a last note, for those who are worried about how i'm doing after my last entry, i'm feeling much better since i've let it off my chest now. so yeah, I will get my footing back soon. last night I was wondering, ( thus the sleepless night. . .) if He could just step down into my room, sit with me and just either talk or just watch me, cos I know that even if I didn't say anything, He knows what i'm thinking inside. All these just to let me have the understanding that He is right there beside me, in flesh, and is real. I know it's not right because it shows that i'm lacking in faith, but issn't that what my problem is now? yeah. you get what I mean.

goodnight.

03:30