Tuesday, January 30, 2007
heh~ windy day today. still rmb yest mrs cheng was so shocked when the classroom ceiling went up and came back down like a kallang wave.LOL! it was totally hilarious la! during chem tut we were going through the tys tut qns, den a huge strong wind came and really blew!!lol!!and mrs cheng was wrestling to close the door cos the wind was blowing so hard.lol!!and she was really trying very hard while we all just sat there and laughed.lol!!totally hilarious.=D and she was in heels and that was a totally funny sight.heh heh!!=D okae.so lesons went on with frequent gusts of strong winds which was really SHUANG!~ haha!okae yest was good! finally some good results from the doc.im really happy.really thank God for His mercy. many things happened during last weekend.i finally said how i felt about everything that has happened during the past yrs.and on Sunday 28 January 2007 was the first hug that i gave my dad after so so long.(the last time was when i was really young i think.)yea..i felt really comforted to actually cry with my dad in his arms. things are getting better.i've been asking God over and over why must i be the one going through all these. i admit i was angry with God for taking away those privileges i had in the past.i kept asking why must God give me so many things to handle at the same time.i kept asking why is God giving me such a hard time.did i do anything bad that He have to punish me? But now i realise why He's making me go through all these.. from friends, family, relationships, studies, netball and many more. i was really in the dumps. but i realise what God wants me to know is that He nv left me alone with all these problems.He has been walking with me all these while.and im glad i placed my faith and trust in Him. i know He will surely deliver.=) and im glad He's really patient with me cos i admit i did talk terms and conditions with Him before cos i was really pissed.haha! yes..i know im not supposed to do that la.=) haha!! but i was really very tired from these problems.so yep!talking terms was the last resort.lol!! but seriously He did agree to some leh..heh heh!=) i think that time cos the results of the report wasn't good and i really scared me and made me so worried that i broke down in the night silently. haha! well..the terms and conditions i made that night i private and confidential.its only between me and God.haha!i admit im hard to teach cos i will be quite stubborn and bu shuang Him and show attitude and all..but He's really persistent in teaching me and disciplining me.okae.. so yup!! praise the Lord!=D i feel the joy deep inside me!=) i just hope it will only get better.anyway, y-hope is having EX3 for 3 weeks. its a special service with performances and all.the second on is this saturday.anyone want to come??cuppage plaza, nexus auditorium.heh heh!! i will be going for the 12.30 service.i will be asking arnd too! so yup!!come!!it will be nice!!there will be dance performances this sat.=) come come!!=Dokae! im ponning x-country tmr!!heh heh!! cos of my sprained ankle!!wahaha!!so SHUANG!~ heh heh!!staying at home while pple will be running..lalala!!=) more sleep=happy!!Had vulgar lesson number 1 today. my teachers: jarryl, jialin,melissa, huipin.lol!! they we like laughing at my innocence la!! ROAR!! ANGRY!! HUMPH!~ but in the end i learnt new vulgarities.lol!its totally...rah..okae.. den went up to the library to do msp.yup. and me and jarryl sneaked to the back of the library den walked one big round to go to the comps.hah!! playing comp is still the best.lol!but cannot get caught.haha!!=) damn funny somemore its laoshi there..lol! okae. im so sleepy my eyes are closing this instant. bye!
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