Tuesday, December 19, 2006
yay! gathering at aunt's hse was good! haha! aunty cooked beehoon, chicken,roti prata, curry chicken, sotong balls, bobo cha cha and salad!haha! nice nice!!heh heh! den chatted with my cousins plus their bf(weihao) and gf(amelia) and uncles and aunties. yup. had a great time. and weihao bought cheese cake!!haha! i love cheese cakes!!yum yum!!heh heh!yea.. den when it was time to leave, i suddenly got quite a bad headache. yea.. den the ride home was like going to make me puke. and when i finally made it back home, i washed up, took a panadol and went to bed straightaway.yea. i couldn't hold it longer.i was so dizzy i thought i was going to just faint.and the world is like going round and round making me wanna puke even more.yea..den in the middle of the night, i felt super duper cold even though there is'nt any aircon,i know its raining but certainly it wun be that cold till i wrapped myself up like a dumpling with my blanket.haha!yea..that's wad i always do.haha! den at one moment when i was awakened again, i was feeling super duper hot! haha! i was perspiring like mad.haha! and it was raining!!haha!and my whole body was aching like mad. yea..i know..fever la..yup.my head was still throbbing at that time.so i couldn't be bothered to get up to take another panadol.so forced myself to sleep again.den at that moment, jkok msged me.haha! in the middle of the night.its just so coincidental.haha! yup.replied her though i was feeling super duper sick cos i know jkok is troubled and needs some sort of comfort that someone is there.yup. haha! okae. that's not the point.back to my story.haha! yup. so woke up early this morning to go with my dad to the hospital again.yup.i was still feeling the after effects of fever. cos i still felt gong gong one.haha! still dizzy and in the car i felt like puking again.and when i sat down and leaned against something, i feel as if something is stuck in my throat and i will feel like puking. yea.so i spent most of my time waiting at the hospital standing. yup. results was okae. im happy. but still scared at the same time. cos my dad keeps saying his abdomen there is pain.yea..im scared. sometimes i feel im such a coward.cos im scared to know about how my dad's feeling, i dun dare to ask him how is he.everytime he says he's pessimistic and that he's afraid it will spread. and sometimes he will just cry in front of me. i really don't know what to do. and everytime it happens, my faith will waver. and i don't like that helpless feeling. so im praying i will strenghten my faith through this. it's a time to strenghten this spiritual muscle of mine.yup. jiayou!okae. that's all. there's a ex-smps netballers bbq gathering tmr at safra. cool leh! its like smps netballers.haha! so long already and we are still in contact. our batch had left a history we will nv forget.haha! a legacy that is passed down to our little juniors. our batch, snt'01, are the history makers.haha! yea.somehow i feel like we are legends.haha! damn lame and stooopid.but seriously.only snt'01 will understand.all of us who went through those days. but i can't go tmr!!wahhh!!nvm.. we will surely have another gathering. heh!=Dyup. okae.bubye!!=D
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