ah! yes. finally this blog agrees to republish after like two days..RAH!!nvm you are forgiven..lol!
okae..went to watch prestige yest with jialin cindy jarryl edmund zhicong alwyn farhan. yea. part of our class.lol! The beginning was quite confusing but on the whole it was nice la. haha! and my stomach was growling like mad.hmm..was super hungry la.lucky no one heard.=P den after movie zhicong and farhan left den we went to eat kfc. den go arcade to play air hockey. lol! i wanted to play the police fighting thing but cannot find. so yup.we play until the machine gt error den we left. hah! okae.not our fault.=) den wanted to go home le, but raining quite heavily so we went back in to walk round and round..den until the rain became lighter, we went home. yea.
was supposed to go have dinner with my cousin but i din want cos its going to be weird. yea. was trying to find an excuse the whole day den just nice recieve edmund's msg to go watch movie with the class. wah! just nice.hah! yea. so i rejected him.felt quite bad but aiya whatever..
op dry run again tmr..rah!! super sian.. Chi 'A's on friday..even more sian..haiya.everytime i read the chi text, i will start to fall asleep.lol! can't help it..its like my lullaby..ha!once my head smack the table and i woke up.aha!
why did i go visit their blog?? why im i so stupid. i said to myself not to go in there since that day. now im feeling so broken once again.its been like 3 months??even though i say i am, i guess i haven't gotten over it. i still miss.. anything i do or anywhere i go will bring back memories.i try very hard to block them out..but i can't.i may seem so carefree and happy but deep inside i guess im hurt real bad. i din realise until now..even though i initiated it, i still hold feelings.those feelings are dear to me.. im saddened. u asked me to trust u and i gave u all my trust.but u broke them all as though they are of no meaning and importance.whenever pple say those turtles sold outside are so cute, i feel so empty. i can't seem to lift my spirit up again..i guess i need more time. im still healing the wounds. i hope..
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It's me
SANDY 060189
undergraduate
church of our saviour
Dreams
Fly me to Australia
Study Marine Biology
Go on holidays
Learn diving/scuba
Learn Korean and Japanese
Guitar
Learn the guitar
Shoes
Hair strsightener/curler
Tops