Sunday, September 24, 2006
Its a time of testing for me now..so many things are happening at the same time. firstly last thursday my dad went for his checkup and the doc found a growth in his liver again.its 2 cm big.yea..he got to go for ct scan to check further..hope its not cancerous again..Secondly yest i went to sgh the A&E haha! yea..wanted to go polyclinic but its closed already..and normal gp don't have facilities like ECGs and blood tests.yea so my mum brought me there. there's something wrong with my heart la like i can feel it beating really hard and irregular and fast making it very uncomfortable..den the nurse took my blood pressure and took my ECG then she went to ask the doc then came out, put me on the bed and wheeled me into the critical waiting area there.woah scared me leh. i was like thinking issit that serious?my mum was left outside freaking out by herself la.so i ask the nurse wads with my ECG den she said its abnormal..yea so i was lying on the bed amidst other patients who look so scary and came in by ambulance..so i waited there..then the doc came and get me.i was in the middle of all the other patients and the doc couldn't push me out so he asked if i could walk.haha! yea. so i got down from the bed and realised my slippers are missing! lols!then i ask the doc help me find.haha!then he passed me my slippers then brought me to a room to speak to me..he say wad my ECG is abnormalcos the graph shows some parts where it beats really hard and stop momentarily then beat really fast..yea and he was afraid its some viral infection of the heart or something else so he had to take my blood test.my eyes enlarged when i heard blood test la!i was like thinking shit shit shit all the way.i tot is later then take but he started taking out the tubes and needles theni was like,"huh!now ar?!"lols! i think he got a shock cos i think i said quite loud.lols!yea..then he poke my forearm there 2 times but cannot get blood cos he say my veins very fine..then he was like looking at the back of my hand.but i know there will be very pain so i said,"wait! the other hand leh?then he look say cannot cos also very fine..rah!so he poke the back of my hand but also cannot get blood.wah..that time i really want to cry and box him already la!den he went on to poke the part on my wrist.super pain can!then while he was poking me, he was talking to me and i was looking at the ceiling ignoring everyword he was saying.lols! when finally he realised im not listening, he laughed then said sorry for poking me so many times and making me have blue-black.after he put so many plasters on my hand and i looked ridiculous, he said,"so u are 17? are u in jc or poly?so i said jc lo. den he ask which jc so i said "sa".yea den he "oh! so now u in jc 2 ar?"by then i was quite irritated cos my hand was pain and he's still asking me so many qns.so i said,"no la! jc 1 la!"haha! i said it quite bu shuang-ly.i think he got a shock again.lols! but heck care,he was lousy in poking wad!not my fault.yea..den he ask me if my mum is those easily anxious kind of person so i said no..haha! i think he scared my mum will faint if he hears about me..lols! siao.so he asked me if i wanted to wait there or outside. then i look at the patients there in the critical area den shake my head violentlythen say i want to go find my mum.yea so hebrought me out den talked to my mum den ask us to come back 1 hr 30 mins later for the test results and he will call me.so we went to eat delifrance and i did maths while waiting..yup then dr tan called to ask me go back find him.den he said luckily there's no viral infection or wad la..den say i have to go have follow up with the NHC for a holter monitor.den he say he will help me book appointment and he gave me medication to take to control the heart beats.yup. hope its nothing serious la..so like that lo.. got mc to abstain from physical activities till the end of oct. my heart is like making me feel very uncomfortable and i cant take the medication now cos it will make me feel drowsy and im having promos now.. so i have to sit through exams with it. sian-ed.Faith is like a muscle, u have to exercise it to make it stronger.hmm..looks like God is making me exercise my faith in Him.
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