Friday, September 29, 2006
In the midst of promos now..gp paper was tough,esp the compre. rushed like mad cos don't have time.yea. i din get to finish one of my point in AQ den just went on to the conclusion.saded.irritated. if only i've 5 mins more. lols. nvm.
Before the paper started, we were all at our seats waiting, there's still 10 mins more. I felt really nervous,my heart was palpitating like crazy.felt really uncomfortable.it was beating really really hard.felt like crying la.i held the sweets tight in my hands and kept reading the verse that's on it.(our mentors gave each one self-packed sweets with a verse on it for motivating) yea.i couldn't relax la..so i shut my eyes and prayed hard for the beating to stop.then opened my eyes, drank some water.somehow the water that ran down my throat was so soothing and calming.i felt better already.i felt as though i wasn't alone leh..dunno why also.i know there are many pple in the exam hall but somehow..aiya dunno la.maybe God wants to make his presence felt for me to know that He was with me.yup. i went through the paper with only once or twice palpitaions.Thank God.=)
i think i will be fine la. when i look at my ECG report,its quite scary cos can see some parts will beat fast, some very hard so the graph very high and some parts almost nv beat at all.aiya..i also dunno how to see..but the doctor said its paroxysmal SVT.and i also dunno wads that. anyway,got an appointment with the NHC already. until then, no worrys la.
God will make a way when there seems to be no way.=)
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